All I want Is someone to notice The crinkle on my nose Or the way I always sit As if I'm on the floor
Or the way I laugh when I'm shy Or excited Or nervous Or scared
And the way I'm only good with words When it comes to writing And the way they disappear When I'm trying to speak
Or the different ways I subconsciencely look at different people And the way I really just want to be cherished
I don't want to be excessive Or not enough For someone
Without changing who I am
I want to be the exciting part Of their day
I want to be in a room With someone Doing nothing but laying down Tangled And drowning In the sound of beautiful music I just want someone To know how many beauty spots I have Or the way I react to different jokes
I just want the fact that I'm complex to be acknowledged ...
I want someone to read my face And know when something's Bothering me Before I even know it's bothering me
I want someone to want to know more About what I have to say
I want someone to be intrigued I want to be analyzed I want to be someone's heart I want to be more than just there for now I want someone to twinkle, To smile At the sound of my name
I don't want my effect to lour
As time goes by ...
I want someone to find a string And attach a sentiment to it I swear it'll mean way more Than any diamond could
I want someone to want to learn me The way I want to learn Jesus
I want someone to annoy me With the amount of love they have
For once, I don't want to love more I want equality
I want to have deep meaningful conversations with someone The type which last for hours and hours
Let's watch conspiracy theories together
Let's share a piece of our deepest thoughts with each other Let's dive deeper than just the regular Let's question everything And come up with our own theories
Let's have traditions .
I want someone to call me just because they miss me
I want someone to kiss me or touch my hand or pull me closer Just to make sure I'm still there
I'll never be someone's everything Or necessity ,
But I'd love to be someone's favourite someone ..
I don't care much for screaming my name to the world
But could you whisper your darkest fear to me ? I swear it'll never leave my ear .
Let's leave the house at 3am and find cheap ice cream and chill at the beach pretending it's daytime
Let's listen to Jay , Frank , Chance , Wilough , Jhené, Gambino , whoever speaks to our soul .
Let's just enjoy life
For once ...
I want to be loved the way I love . That's all .
[but hey, back to reality]
