I don't have much to say to you The tear stains on my cheeks say it all The dampness of my pillow scream the events of the night before I don't want to see your face Your entire being makes me ill All because you don't know how to treat the proper human .. I don't want to hear your words And your apologies And I don't want to see you in my thoughts Wandering upon reminiscing street Just know that you still and always will mean the world to me But all that I thought you were Has withered into nothing more than a dream Do you know the pain You've inflicted on me ? All the dreams you handed to me and then took back to sell to someone who seems a little more classy In that green dress next to you in your best ... Not thinking about me Not once When your name is splattered Between the walls of my mind Oblivious that I was oblivious And that maybe I sugarcoated All our issues And defended you a bit too much But two weeks before our anniversary You decided to disrespect me As if I've ever disrespected you And I lay there Tears in my eyes Wondering if all you said to me Could ever not be a lie And I lay here With heavy eyes Not ready to face the world that lies outside The whole world saw Your betrayal to me After my prayer was just a mere seed standing next to a big tree On its knees crying , crying , crying "How could you do this to me" ..
