As the rain poured My tears would too And even when the sky stopped My tears kept falling Pouring with every thought of you And then one night The rain and the tears Flowed as one And when the sky stopped , so did my tears And I realized ... There'll be better years Better years ahead Maybe not with you But with the beautiful soul in my body And the beautiful thoughts in my head And I'll learn to love Not a being
but my own And the One above Waiting for me to come home But until that day, Satan will continue teasing me with you And I'll continue fighting And I'll continue crying And I'll continue hurting Just until I won't have to hurt anymore And my heart will beat for One And my soul will sing for One And it'll be the two of us Side by side Because even though you don't have me He always will And Although you left me hanging He'll guide me smiling And although you left me hurting He'll fill the holes you dug and left open And He'll fix everything you left seeping and pending He'll pursue me and will never give up . I'm sorry I told you I couldn't live without you That was me lying to myself . He'll pick up the pieces you kicked aside which left me questioning myself . He'll mend my broken heart and extend my soul to reach higher levels than ever before . You'll see . I'll be fine .
